Hello Blog, Long Time No See.

It has been really a long time since I wrote a blog post. Somehow I've become more and more lazy in writing stuffs. I spent some time reading back the blog posts, and realised I really have to keep updating. It's a dairy, helping me to remind myself of my old self and my experiences.

Hello my blog. I am back. 

Genie Day. Not happy

Third post on this blog for Genie's Birthday, marking my 4th year being her fan.

Although it is really one of the worst day of my life. My project supervisor said he does not think I'm qualified to graduate, and will fail my final year project if I cannot convince him (by talking) on Monday.... Which I have no clue about what should I talk about.

Life's unbearably suck, when thing turned out worse than your worst case scenario... Fuck My Life.

Last Sem Break

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This is one sad blog post. Last semester of my uni starts tomorrow, which means today is the end of the last semester break in my life.

Semester break - the time you have no goal and spend time slacking and wandering around. The happiest period of life. Meaningless but feels so good. Maybe this sounds really irresponsible and childish, but I really gonna miss these moments...

Farewell sem break. Wish me get a job soon and have a wonderful life as a working adult...

She and Her

5^th April 2011 – Without realising, 2 years had passed since she and me re-engaged. Well technically speaking, it’s since she had re-accepted me. I always think it’s almost a miracle, that I can have this second chance to be in love with her. To be frank, I know myself is a weirdo. Immature, bad tempered and timid. I always joke with her that she has a weird taste to fall in love with me, actually i really do think so. Even I can’t think a charming aspect of myself, yet she accepted me for twice. Especially after I’ve hurt her so much before.

Asking myself why I was attracted to her, it’s really not about a specific reason. Honestly speaking, the reasons I’m so fond to her now are not the same to when I first attracted by her. I am a person who doesn’t believe in love-in-first-sight. I’m glad that the more we went through, the more reasons for me to like her. All things happened between us in this 2 years period - no matter it’s having her worried and took care of me when I was sick; or even having a big quarrel because of some small issue, had made our engagement grown stronger.

2 years might feel like a long time. But in fact that we I are 6360 km apart between Kuala Lumpur and Melbourne most of the time, the actual time we spent together is not even 5 months. Long distant relationship is not easy. And I really appreciate the sacrifices she made for me, sacrifices for not having a companion beside herself to share happiness and sadness.

The ‘she’ and ‘her’ I mentioned, called Siau Ting Fong. This post is dedicated for her. Before ending this post, I would like to tell her that: “I love You.”