She and Her

5^th April 2011 – Without realising, 2 years had passed since she and me re-engaged. Well technically speaking, it’s since she had re-accepted me. I always think it’s almost a miracle, that I can have this second chance to be in love with her. To be frank, I know myself is a weirdo. Immature, bad tempered and timid. I always joke with her that she has a weird taste to fall in love with me, actually i really do think so. Even I can’t think a charming aspect of myself, yet she accepted me for twice. Especially after I’ve hurt her so much before.

Asking myself why I was attracted to her, it’s really not about a specific reason. Honestly speaking, the reasons I’m so fond to her now are not the same to when I first attracted by her. I am a person who doesn’t believe in love-in-first-sight. I’m glad that the more we went through, the more reasons for me to like her. All things happened between us in this 2 years period - no matter it’s having her worried and took care of me when I was sick; or even having a big quarrel because of some small issue, had made our engagement grown stronger.

2 years might feel like a long time. But in fact that we I are 6360 km apart between Kuala Lumpur and Melbourne most of the time, the actual time we spent together is not even 5 months. Long distant relationship is not easy. And I really appreciate the sacrifices she made for me, sacrifices for not having a companion beside herself to share happiness and sadness.

The ‘she’ and ‘her’ I mentioned, called Siau Ting Fong. This post is dedicated for her. Before ending this post, I would like to tell her that: “I love You.”